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| Rest in peace, Mbah. I love you and I always will |
This day marked as the worst day in my entire 16 years of living—even dare I say it's the worst heartbreak I ever felt. And due to all my respect and love for her, I won't write anything that shows my grieve but instead I would love to show my gratitude towards God that I got a chance to feel her warmth and love in this life.
I think, the worst part of losing someone to death is that you don't get to say goodbye properly. They just left, that's all. No goodbyes. The pain will never heal even after months and years went by, it will haunt you for the rest of your life. You'll long for their existence all your life, but it's okay.
Thank you for showing me that real love does exist. I will always cherish the times we spent together and I will always pray for your peacefulness up there. Selamat jalan, Mbah :)
